You’ve broken my heart now
In so many different ways,
You’ve left me crying, and sleepless
And in silence for days.
When I’ve felt that there’s nothing more
I can say to you, or do,
You return and for a short while,
I’m reminded of you.
Then our trust begins to grow
And in love again I fall,
And together it feels as though
We’re demolishing that wall.
And just as we get there,
Almost at the last brick,
You vanish and ignore me
And treat me like a prick.
I forgave you for everything,
Even though the pain is impossible to forget.
And each time that you remind me,
My heart is burdened with regret.
Still I can’t stop loving you,
The stars above know how I’ve tried.
The breeze has carried my pleas to you
And still you ignored me as I cried.
I gave you chances after chances,
Time and time and time again.
You swore you loved no other,
Told me I was your best friend.
This is not how you should treat me,
Whatever is going on in your head?
You’ve thrown me out of your loving arms
And kicked me from your bed.
Right now I’d trade the moon and stars
For a moment in your caress.
To feel your love envelope me
As we slowly start to undress.
I know now you do not love me
But that feels wrong, how can that be?
When you spent years saying you’d move heaven and earth
To at last be at one with me?
And I feel now that you’ve just jumped ship
Taken the coward’s way out
And you sit there smug in your silence
Comforting yourself with your own self doubt.
I should’ve known better than to trust again,
I should’ve known no one was my best friend
But I gave you the benefit of circumstance’s doubt
And still to this day I don’t know what that’s all about…